like a month without updating.....

*sighz*

so i figured today that................ never mind.... lol :( life and love has to be so complicated.... y? could there be more tragedies? but a life without any trouble going on is not life..... but still...... i don't want to go through them.....lols.............. -_-

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editz::

a random update.... so desperate for him... lol....

-Anne

made this for fun...... he knows i love him........ crazy me..... sigh..... what can i do? i'll just have to express myself through photoshop..... i love photoshop.... and i love HIM too

§Ú·R§A°Ú! §Aª¾¤£ª¾¨ì°Ú?

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seems like my problems are growing again....... *sigh* WHAT THE "F" IS WRONG?  sry guys.... i had to sream that out.......... talked to "him" today............ it was a nice talk.... hehe......  anyone wants to go to the mall with me? i know ªü®ï (Crystal) would want to come...

to him: §Ú·R§A°Ú!!!

-ªü©É

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real thanks to Crystal ( ªü®ï) or ahsa_lover  i am now SO in love with this song!!!

¶É¤ß         µü¡GªL¤i¡@°Û¡GRaidas


´¿¦Û°Ý¡@¼Ë¤l¯u¤Ó²Â-- i know that i look to dumb
´¿¦Û°Ý¡@¥~ªí³£¤£«ç»ò§l¤Þ-- i know that i am not that attractive
«o¦k·Q¸ò§A¦P¦æ-- but i still think about walking with you
½Ð§A©ú¥Õ§Ú¤w·t¤¤¦]§A¶É¤ß-- please understand that i had secretly fell for you
¤H·Uªñ¡@·U¤£´±µo°Ý-- a he come by, i don't dare to say
¤H·Uªñ¡@·U¤£´±±N§Ú¤ß©Ôªñ-- as he come by, i don't dare to pull my heart near him
§Úªº¤ßºÛ¤w¤U¨I-- my heart has sank
¤ß¸Ì¯d¦í¤F¥u¦³­W§x-- the only thing that stayed in my heart is pain

¦p¦ó¦b§A¤ßµ¡¤@¨¤-- how? in the corner of your heart
ÂaÄg§e²{§Úªº·R-- mistly showing my love
Áa¬OÆJ´¸ÆJ«B¡@¾¨ºÞ©ü©ü·t-- always raining and shining, never minding the darkness
¬è¨D¦b§Aµ¡¥~±r«Þ-- hoping to walk past your window
¥ô³o­·§j«B¥´¥h-- letting the wind blow against me
§Ú¤´µM±¡Ä@§ó¥Ì¤ß¡@¤£®¬«ë-- i am still loving and not regretting
¡]§Ú³£¥Ì¤ß¡@§Ú³£¥Ì¤ß¡@¥hµ¥¡^-- i am still not giving up to wait
¡]³o¥÷±¡¤´¦b§Ú²`¤ß¯O¦L¡^-- this love stays deeply in my heart

µL©`¦a¡@Åý­·¥úºY±Ý-- non-controlably, letting the wind light shine
µL©`¦a¡@Åý¥L±NÅwªY¥æµ¹§A-- non-controlably, letting the other give all their happiness to you
§Úªº´d¶Ë³£µ¹§A-- giving you my saddnees too
·ö±¡¡@¹çÀR¸ÌÅý§Ú¥i¸ò§A¤@°_-- desperate love, letting me secretly stay with you
¨IÀq¦a¡@¥ô·ö¤ß¶ò¦a-- sadly, letting my heart fall on the ground
¨IÀq¦a¡@¦b®D¼N¤¤°e¨«§Æ¾¬-- sadly, in my sigh, i also sent away my hope
³Ñ§ÚªÅµê¤¤¾Ð°O-- leaving me my lonely memories
¨ÌµM¤´¦b°½°½·Q·Q§A-- i am still secretly thinking about you

-Anne

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edits:

i love him so much but obviously, there is no sign of any love being sent back to me... starting to hate him for doing that to me. ªü®ï, i noe you feel the same way... i could tell that these two weeks after what happened... you haven't cheered up for once... sometimes, i ask myself, was it really the right decision to tell him how i feel? was it even necessary? but when i didn't tell, i didn't feel that comfortable... maybe it is not that bad after all... but can someone tell me if i made the right decision to tell him? i feel like slapping someone in their face right now....need to look for the right person to slap...

HIM!

can life be more complicated?.....

-ªü©É (Anne)